omg why the pong am i so fed up today and i end up self-destructing okay can. was so tired this morning i fell asleep in the morning and got woken up by the bell zzz. was dozing off during assembly and seriously considered going to the sick bay cos of terrible headache and cramps. but still went for sabbats since it's the last day. gm, leaderships sabbats were fine i guess. i think im going to miss my lecture team a lot )': spent so much time with them these five days. really memorable last week of term 2 (: missed circus performance cos of gm ): but aiya seen them prac so many times already anyway.
seriously hate it when people make assumptions about me and dont know the truth. i mean it's just irritating when you've really tried your best and no one ever realizes. and really ive been trying super hard to balance all my commitments all at one time and obviously there are times i tend to be busier at one side than the other. but why do people only see my "not committed" side. really dont understand how people can be so insensitive okay -.- it's just pissing me off slowly and i feel so disturbed/irritated/annoyed/misunderstood/pissed/upset. seriously need to clear your mind somehow/have some thrash talk with you or what. why do i feel like thrash talking with everyone suddenly zzz.
on another note, it's ptm tomorrow. seriously going to be super screwed. i think i'll receive a whole load of complains and i do not await to follow my parents to get my report book ugh. and then there's award ceremony tomorrow. should i like dedicate my night for ih assignment or something. yes im not done with it. im like so slow-moving i cant even stand myself.
hoho had this hth talk with ming today. need to settle so many things and sort out my priorities gahhh. going to be so busy during the june holidays. so many things to do yet so little time zzz. super worried for week 2 especially ahem. nvm i'll just jiayou luh, i mean worry got what use right.
in a glee mode / english pop mode today i have absolutely no idea why. im just listening to songs not even in the original version but the glee version hahaha. suddenly feel like watching glee ohgawd. but that can only happen during dec holidays when everything is finally over sobs. at that time im probably going to sleep 12 hours shop 10 hours watch drama read book whatever the rest of the time. woohoo thats the life (; speaking of shopping. was phone app shopping today particularly f21 h&m and newlook and i see so many nice stuff. really need to go orchard / somewhere to shop soon my hands are like super itchy. not to forget study dating toooooo!
actually idk whether i should be glad that the june holidays are finally here. it means that i have officially survived half of sec 3 but it also means that more terrible stuff are coming, batch 12 is graduating soon (this is the saddest thing i can think of), bt2/eoys/musical/concert all coming soooooon. pong sec sch really pass like zoomzoomzoom. it's just one and a half more years if you think about it that i graduate from nanyang and thats really quite near. oh man. im getting older and older each day.
okay why did i crap so much today. bye. Miss talking to you