Sunday, March 25, 2012

stop brooding

JUST. KILL. ME. NOW. SERIOUSLY. JUST KILL ME. i swear im on the verge of bursting and i know i cant. i really cant. it'll affect people. but really i cannot stand it anymore. i wasted one hour plus of my time doing something and
1. it's going to embarrass me like shit.
2. the quality is just going to land me in a scolding.
3. someone is already going to do it and i didnt know.
i swear. seriously i could be mugging chinese or bio now. and i spent this time doing this useless shit that i dont have to do. okay seriously fml. im getting a big fat headache again from all these nonsense. can i just give up. like please. I JUST AM A TERRIBLE PERSON. I SHOULDNT BE HERE ANYMORE. I SHOULD BE MUGGING. YES MUGGING. tomorrow is block test and im damn worried. i really have not been this worried for any exams in my life and to be honest, not even PSLE. given my current medical condition im obviously not even fit physically or in the mind to take an exam. seriously how do you want me to pass T.T okay never mind i should stop ranting im feeling more and more not well. zzz. bye i need to mug