okay im back to blogging on my com. and there'll be no pictures in this post cos it's like a continuation of my post yesterday. hahaha. anyway i doubt theres anyone who really reads my blog anymore. but still...
okay i should probably do my post more systematically like shi. heh.
1. Academics
Well i shall be really honest and say i really didnt work hard this year. this is probably like the last year i can ever get a one for msg. i did, for block test 2 but i was really hoping more for eoys. sadly, i kinda screwed up for the whole of my eoys so im probably going to bring this regret with me for the rest of my nanyang life. and thereforeeee im going to try and work hard for my sec 3 academics. and seriously push myself PAST the limit. i was going to say push myself to the limit BUT yeah hahah. im hoping my study dates next year will work out and i'll be really serious when i study next year. oh yes and i hope i'll manage somehow to find out what my study technique really is. i know it's going to be difficult for me to cope with my work next year but nonetheless im still going to try my best.
2. NYCO
it's been a fruitful year in CO really. and this is the year i really managed to find my existence in CO. from SYF'11 though i didnt compete but i genuinely felt happy for that GWH we attained. and then there came sydney alotalotalot of embarrassing really embarrassing moments came from there :X but then putting aside all those. it was still a sweet trip, probably the most memorable trip i'll ever have in the whole of my NYCO life. And yes, like shi, I REALLY REALLY REALLY feel quite sad and so i shall hope for a full batch 13 performance one day probably syf'13 and that feels not very long away.
NYCOmm'12 we're getting along really well and hopefully we'll stay that way for the whole of next year. oh yeah and also i shall try honestly try to contribute more to my role and be more confident.
BATCH 13 well we may not be like the most bonded batch in the whole of nanyang since it'll be harder for us to do so cos we're probably the biggest batch in ny but im really glad i found alot of really awesome and good friends in this batch. reg, soph, lzm and shi thank you guys for always coming to talk to me and sometimes we'll have this mini gathering in my class etc AHHAHA. y'all have really brought much laughter into my nyco life and sorry reg i couldnt go for the movie ): we can have another outing next time pretty please (;
NYPIPA yayy i guess we've bonded pretty much more during NYCO camp and yes, you guys have given me the most laughter in nyco thank god for y'all so i can survive in co. i really cant wait for new juniors next year and lets hope for a better year ahead. oh and the best best memories of you guys other than sydney is really really really valentines day if you can remember it was like the sweetest moment ever cos ive never received a valentines day gift from anyone before and you guys are really the first. ziaaaa can we have sectional lunch again this year (:
3. NYSC
im really proud to say i survived dec camp and it made me a better person. the first time i pushed myself past my limits (i think) is during dec camp and i shall not be complacent but work harder to push past yet another set of limits for next year's june camp/dec camp. my passion for NYSC is really growing i can feel it in me and i really want to strike a balance between NYCO and NYSC and love the both of them as equally as possible. i shall always remember we're one NYSC'12. for batch 13. im proud to say also ILOVEYOU guys alotalot. for all the batch support everything. though next year is really going to be a tough year to go through, but im sure we will all make it. im really sorry i couldnt support you guys physically during pt because im honestly pathetic at it and so i will try my best to help you guys in any ways for our term next year. so feel free to ask me for help anytime and i'll do my best to help(: i cant wait to start a new year with y'all!!! LOVE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM <3
4. Family
it's going to be a tough year ahead for me and i might pms sometimes so pleaseplease bear with me >< jiayou to my bro for psle next year i hope you'll get into your dream school! be more hardworking alright you're really damn smart la just work harder xP oh and i hope we go overseas next year too HAHAHA.
5. Friends
made alot of true true friends this year. okay i really dont know the definition of true but yeah... im bound to make many new friends next year but i shall assure you guys that i wont xi xin yan jiu (: im going to put the past behind me, let go of certain stuff and look forward to a new year in nanyang with new friends. to all those who were always beside me, cheering me up when im sad thank youuuu so much. i really look forward to school everyday cos of you people <3 i may be very very busy next year but i'll try my best not to neglect you all okay! take it as a promise from me (:
6. Me
i need to change in alot of different ways next year. i need to control my temper, i need to be more serious when i need to, i need to be more hardworking, i need to speak up more, i need to be less affected by stuff, etcetc. well, i suppose the change will come naturally like last year. filled with change change and changes. quoted from ljn "change is the only constant". i shall strive to be a happy kid and help anyone when they need help. OH YES AND NOT TO BE TOO SELF CENTRED OR ANYTHING.
i will miss 2011 alot alot but 2012 has to come anyway. so lets hope for a better 2012!!!!!!!!!!!! (: